How It feels to see your love after a long gap.

How It feels to see your love after a long gap.

We all have been through this because we all have loved someone in our lives.

Be it our family or lover.

Ask a child who is away from their family for a long time and met them after ages. 

Ask a person who has lost contact with their friend. 

Ask a person who is in love with someone but can't talk to their love for some reason. 

Whatever be the reason the only response would be “It hurts beautifully”.

Why beautifully? 

Because if it hurts that means you definitely had beautiful moments together and seeing that person reminds you of beautiful moments but also the hard phase with them. 

In my case I will feel numb, I guess 

I might get anxiety.

Anxiety to this level that I might puke. 

My heart will ache but heal too. I would want to shout and hug that same person at that moment. 

I would want to shout “ that my dear you fucked up ” with me and with my brain but still can't ignore you. I don't want to ignore you But I have to. 

You know the worst part of these scenarios !! 

Songs .... Yes, you read it right these beautiful lyrics work like medicine while you are attacked by love. 

But works like a bad side effect when you don't want to love that person. 

Well, we all know whether we want it or not if we love someone we will never forget them. 

I hope that if you don't want to see your love, then you should never see them cause that pain is unbearable. 

And if you want to then do see them and comment on what you felt when you saw them again. 

I will surely write something when I will have the feeling that I wrote above.